Okay, yesterday (Friday) I had to go over to the storage finally to get some things out and I had to ask Jerkface to drive over with me because he has the key and the gate pass-key. So, he showed up at around 11am and we went over and I got all the stuff I needed but it took us forever! I was annoyed because he kept saying that he still cared about me and that he still loved me and that I was “Still his wife”. *shudder* And he kept touching my leg, that ticked me off.
Then later that day, I started feeling really sick and this pain in my side just kept getting worse. I took some Advil and took a hot bath and it helped a little but it still hurts today. I can only imagine how bad the pain is but I’m so used to it that this feels minor compared to anything else I have felt.
I find out that Cupcake was having a bad day yesterday but didn’t want to talk about because he didn’t want to ruin my good mood. I got upset naturally because he is always there for me when I’m upset or crying, I want to do the same for him. I appreciate him thinking of my mood but it’s my job to comfort him when he’s down. Sweetest guy I ever met! He should know better than to think that I would be that selfish and not want to be there for him when he needed me. We’re a team! There is no ME in team…wait, there is but not like that.
Today, I have been in pain all day. I have been ignoring it of course like I always do but its there. I took a muscle relaxer, Flexeril (they make me very loopy) and I have been trying to relax. I did go out to lunch with my brother who is up for the weekend, and sat there faking a smile trying to enjoy his company. As for all that, I can’t say that I had the worst two days of my life, I’ve had worse. I just don’t wish to repeat them any time soon…at least for a month.