Tossed and turned all night. My fears were coming out in my dreams again. :( Jumped awake from one because I swear my mind just couldn’t handle it anymore and forced me to wake up. Life can be so distressing! I seriously need to calm down right now. I got maybe 3 hours of good sleep, at the most. If it wasn’t for Jen talking to me last night, I may not have slept at all. I worry far too much, but for some reason…I don’t feel good about this one. I think something bad happened.
I have to take Tommy to school today and I’m not staying in the schoolyard because it’s just too dang cold! So when I get back @8:30 I’ll sign on MSN and see if Cupcake is around to distract me from all this insane worrying. I’m shaking inside, it’s nutz! It’s times like these that just make me want to smoke a cigarette to calm myself down…but I won’t.