Today just sucked. I was on the computer all day doing website stuff and I kept getting this feeling inside…I can’t quite describe it. Oh wait, I know what that is! It’s utter boredom and loneliness! Yeah, that’s it and I know who to blame for that! No…not Nate this time! Some of you know.
Letter to the person responsible for my crap day: I know deep down inside that you are a jerk and always will be. People like you make me sick. I am the type of person who always looks for the good in people but I can honestly say that you don’t have one ounce of goodness in you where I’m concerned. You hurt me and you continue to hurt me every day and you are probably sitting back laughing about it right now…a victorious smile in your heart. And you probably will win in the end because things will most likely happen the way you want. He’ll forget all about me and I’ll be left to pick up the pieces of my heart once again. But this time there may not be anything left. This time I may just give up and sink into that shallow pit of despair…right where you want me. So you win! Thanks! I’ll just sit in the corner over there and let everyone throw rocks at me. But what do you care, right?
I’m not in a good mood.