Insanity Squared

Okay, this guy in my life, whom we’ll leave nameless for obvious reasons, is about the most awesome guy in the entire universe! I just can’t keep this inside any longer! I know we can’t be together right now phyisically and that its a real test of our feelings doing this all online, but he is so awesome! He always makes sure that he lets me know in some way or another that he’s still as much in love with me as he was when we first met. I swear to God he is perfect! I am so lucky. I never thought I’d meet someone like him ever in my life and there he is. And he thinks I’m the most amazing woman alive!

How do I deserve this? I feel like I did something right in life and this is my reward. He is so perfect! I love his mind, his sense of humor, the way he can make me feel better when I feel like the world is crashing down all around me. He can say things sometimes that just makes the breath leave my lungs, they are so sweet. He’s a rare man that’s for sure and I love everything about him.

Wow that felt good! I have been holding that in since December 11th 2006! I miss talking to him on Skype, but its not forever. We only have like 17 months to go! Yay!  I love you sweetie!

I’ve been so busy this past week! Having fun with my Xbox. Been playing Viva Pinata like almost every day. I promised someone I would play Twilight Princess again even though it makes me sad, so I’ll start that again soon.

Someone really opened my eyes to this curves thing on Photoshop! I love it! I’ve been making my icons look a lot better with it. Before I had so much trouble with lighting and text and color, but now I just tinker with it until it looks right. Magic!

Okay well, this all I can manage right now. I’ve still got a ton of stuff to do tonight.

I have been so busy lately. I can’t complain because I love it, it keeps my mind off other things. Couple of things have happened since my last entry.

1. The biggest thing being that I was in a car accident on Saturday. I decided that I was going to take my son’s father and his new girlfriend out to lunch (Leslee is from Pittsburgh, she doesn’t have any friends here yet and I feel bad knowing she must be lonely). So they made their way over and picked me and my son up around 1pm. We headed out and we all decided to go to Outback Steakhouse, my favorite place, and we were just mere minutes from a blooming onion when this lady comes pulling out onto the street and slams into the side of Tom’s new car! O_o Tommy and I were jostled and smashed heads together and he ricocheted off me and hit his arm on the door. The human head is very hard! Even a ten year old human head! We all headed over to the hospital just to be safe, and no one was significantly hurt. Tommy and I had a headache for the rest of day but thats about it.

2. Been working on some graphics and learning how to use Photoshop CS 8.0. I’m still a newbie when it comes to that program. I’d like to start my Dexter vid but there’s too much going on at CE right now. Wish I had my Asst Web Tech helping *looks at Asst Web Tech* lol. I’ll get it working soon so he can help me.

Yay for this guy I know that I love love love! ^_^