Small Update

I colored my hair even lighter this time because of the white hairs I found. They are impossible to color and the lighter my regular hair is, the less noticeable the white ones will be. It came out nice but not as light as I wanted it; I was going for strawberry blond. But it’s a nice light auburn and next time I color it, it will get lighter. I do need a haircut but I’m going to wait until winter when the growth slows down.

I lost ten pounds and it wasn’t easy. =(   I’m so cranky without food. My stomach doesn’t complain as much as it did in the beginning but it still complains if I skip a meal. Which only proves to me that it isn’t completely psychological for me, my body actually expects too much food. So, I’ve just been keeping busy and trying to avoid the kitchen. I had to spend $300 on his school uniforms, leaving me a whopping $30 to my name. No money + no food = lose ten pounds the hard way.

On Tuesday I’ll be seeing my new doctor at the University of Penn. I’m going to ask if she can fill out my physical form so I can get my driver’s permit. ^__^ I’m going to learn how to drive finally! I have to really because I can’t stand asking for rides anymore. It’s the most annoying crap. I can always steal my mom’s car and just go. I know my Cupcake is going to be proud of me. :P

I’ve been shopping for boobs online. I’ve decided I want a full C-cup. ^__^ Yay! No more giant boobs yet I’ll still have a nice size boob to please the man. :P I was watching a documentary about it and its very fascinating how they do it. I’m up for it! Surgery is no new thing to me and neither is pain, so afterward just hand me a bottle of Vicodin and I’ll be fine.

Chinese food tonight! I deserve it! ^__^

Idiot Squared

I am reminded daily about the amount of rudeness and close-mindedness that dwells not only in this country but all over the world.  I am beginning to think that nice people are the smallest minority to ever exist.  Not liking someone for obvious reasons is difficult enough, but this is just cruel.  To label someone before you even know them is just ridiculous.  And to try to come between a friend and the person they love is just unforgivable.  Its reeks of immaturity and of your own failures in relationships.  Stay out of mine!  I don’t care if you don’t approve or you don’t like me because I’m American. I’m proud to be an American and you can kiss my white American backside. And if I like to watch a television show about a bunch of idiots stranded on a island that makes no sense, then that’s my business. I never judged you, I don’t even know you. And you’ve made sure I don’t ever want to know you. kthanksbai